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PostSubject: Evolution of the entity   Evolution of the entity EmptySun 31 Jul 2011 - 15:28

This isn't a dream, but rather a post about dreams I've had regarding 'the entity' of my dreams.


Several years ago, I don't know or rememebr when it happened or started to happen, I used to, on occasion, have dreams about an entity that had some sort of malicious intent towards me.

The situation was never the same, but the "attacks" were however. For instance, (this wasn't a dream, but it is an accurate representation of a potential one) I may be walking down a hallway in my dream, nothing happening...I'd probably be alone...and then I'd suddenly get this odd feeling. I can't really decribe the feeling as anything else other than just "a feeling". I may look behind me, in front of me, to my sides, up, down, etc, doesn't matter...and I would see a door or something like a door. The door would either open, or be open depending on how long it took me to notice it, and it had pitch blackness on the other side. I would suddenly be sucked into the door. I would always find myself in a totally black area with very faint lights taking weird and obscure shapes around me as I experienced one of the absolute worst feelings of motion...as if I were being hurtled around in a vacuum going somewhere around 200 miles an hour, and and would feel a very uncomfortable pressure in my spine.

This happened ever so often for many many years. Always the same outcome. Until, that is, I had a certain dream...

I was standing in a living room, one wall was glass, showing off the outside (may have had a curtain on it). There was a mirror, chairs, a dresser/closet, etc. It just looked like a nice room that belonged to an expensive house. I got the feeling. The dresser/closet doors swung open, and I started to get sucked in again...but this time, I grabbed onto something. I think it was a tall lamp or something. I held on for several seconds, paralell to the floor, but in the air. I think I could hear the suction sound as well. But then it stopped, and the doors loosely closed. I fell to the ground...I got up and looked around me, everything was fine. The dream ended, and I never had one like it again.


There was also one that happened around this time, but extended past this one, that took things one step further.


I assume you're all familiar with partial sleep paralysis. If not, then basically it's where your body releases chemicals that partially paralyze your body as you sleep, during a certain stage of sleep that is. Some people have a problem where they wake up while they're still paralyzed...and let me tell you, it's absolutely terrible, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

Either way,

Similar to the above mentioned "entity", this one would initiate the uncomfortable spine pressure only, often making it feel like I was being hit in my lower back, or just an overstimulation of nerves in the spine. Terrible feeling...not painful, just very uncomfortable. This would happen in a similar way, where I would get the feeling, and then it would happen...but instead of there being a door, or something forcing me into another place, I would feel the presence of an entity behind me. I never saw it in my dreams, but I would feel it, and maybe sometimes hear it....actually....I may have seen it once or twice, but it was a blurred blackness I think...but either way, this would happen. However, as I mentioned above, it also involves partial sleep paralysis. It would 'follow' me, so to speak, into my partially conscious paralyzed condition. I would be awake enough to know I was awake, and to move my eyes a little, but I couldn't move otherwise, and I could feel the 'entity' behind me, attacking my back/spine. Every time this happened however, it would only be partially as strong as it was in my dreams. I knew this, so I tried to keep my eyes open when this happened, because I knew that the moment I closed them, it would fully attack me. Imagine trying to keep your eyes open when they're paralyzed. It's not easy or fun. But, I would manage to make my eyelids flutter so to speak, which was enough to keep me partially awake.


That all stopped for some reason at some point, I don't recall...

But yeah. Odd dreams.



No, I do not think it was a ghost or paranormal crap, it was just a nightmare mixed with a natural phenomenon.



EDIT:

There are two more, one that was actually the first entity, and the other which is the last.


The first one was a thing with a semi-definate shape, and a certain sound it would make when walking...I could picture it, and knew what it was supposed to be, but never really saw it outside of my imagination. I was a very young kid, like 6 maybe...maybe younger...and I had a fear (in real life) of a non-existant creature that I completely fabricated out of nothing. It was, in essence, a physical representation of my fear of the dark. I'll probably draw a picture and post it on here eventually...

I would be scared of it's potential existence in real life, but it was only slightly later when it actually entered my dreams. It was always the same dream...I was in my grandparent's house, in the kitchen/dining room. I would be rushed over to the hallway, which had the only light in the house (the kitchen/dining room was dark in my dream). My grandmother would tell me to keep quiet. Every time, I would sense it being near the floor (because it was actually very short, walking on 4 legs), coming towards us, but also going towards the kitchen, as if avoiding the light. It would always catch my leg and I was dragged over toward the stove, where I was pressed against it and essentially eaten alive.

I had this dream like...4 times...before I basically grew a pair of balls. Next time it happened, it pinned me to the stove, and I punched it in the face. It let out a satanic growl of anguish/anger/surprise, and I never had the dream again.




The last entity is still occuring, actually, and I posted about it with the last dream I had. This one has a definate shape, with definate motivation, and I know why I have nightmares about it.

Plain and simply, it is a semi-mutated T-rex. Every time I have a dream about it, it scares the shit out of me, and I'm always running for my life away from it. It looks a little different sometimes, where it sometimes looks a little more normal, and other times where flesh is hanging off it's muscle and whatnot...but the reason I have these dreams about it, is because of Dino Crisis 3, in which there is a mutated T-rex that scared the shit out of me when I saw it (well, mostly disgusted, but scared too). I saw this game when I was a little kid, and only recently did I decide to look up gameplay for it again as to confront the disturbing image I had of it as a child. I saw it again a few months ago, and found it to be nowhere nearly as disturbing or gross, etc...but I still disliked it nonetheless....since then, I've been having these dreams about ones like it.



So there you have it.



I am now tempted to draw these things XD I shall do so >,..,>
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PostSubject: Re: Evolution of the entity   Evolution of the entity EmptyTue 17 Jan 2012 - 3:24

...*claps* neat. I'd say you have a common theme of ditching your nightmares and fears wehn you kick their asses by standing up to them... pull an anti-dino-missle on that mutated T-rex.
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PostSubject: Re: Evolution of the entity   Evolution of the entity EmptyTue 17 Jan 2012 - 3:26

Not sure how to beat that one. lol.

Beat the first with strength.

Beat the second two with willpower.




Now how the fuck am I supposed to beat a T-rex? lol
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PostSubject: Re: Evolution of the entity   Evolution of the entity EmptyTue 17 Jan 2012 - 4:30

Beat it through control. You are the dreamer, you are the ruler. It's your head, and your wold. Not it's. Bring the ban-hammer down on it's existence!
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PostSubject: Re: Evolution of the entity   Evolution of the entity EmptyTue 17 Jan 2012 - 16:45

Strength, willpower, and cunning.
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