Post UnHonorable War

Emir laughs. "Well for me being a cold-blooded killer, have lost all emotions. all i have left is just another eye to go to my more darker side."

Alevon twitches at Emir's comment of being an emotionless cold-blooded killer

"go ahead and twitch, you never know how it feels feeling nothing." frowning.

Gabrielle on the other hand held her head cupped in her hands as she edged away and leaned on the wall. It didn't seem a big deal after having spoken to people with more issues than her, but she still had major problems with seeing blood on anything. She felt light-headed. "I'm alright," she said after a moment. "I'm alright..."

"Sorry for my copious bleeding, my twin was acting up." snickering.

Alevon twitches a little more...
"...noooo..."
"...I do..."
"...I know the lack of emotions..."
"I ALSO KNOW THE REPRESSION OF IT!!!" Alevon bares his teeth when he says this
"...when you have two entirely opposite conflicting opinions inside your head at once.................it drives you..."
Alevon looks Emir in the eyes
"...insane..."

Emir shrugs. "I always have 2 minds working against each other. But I never get insane.....You want to know why?" he began to sit down on a table, looking at Alevon with a simper.

"For my amusement...continue."

"Cause I never took time and think of it, was too busy thinking about babes, guns and the usual killing." Smiling at Alevon now. "The problem about solitary is that you think too hard and too long about your own feelings, which caused your insanity....though you have something I don't have in my old noggin of mine....you know what it is?"

"What."

"Love, simple as that. No one loved me...so that's why I never get insane, never thought about others...."
Frowning at him now.

"I'm a selfish kid, always like to make fun of others just cause their have love. now I heard your family never love you, but you have people caring for you...well me too but you got more caring than I ever did."

he stand up, picking up his revolver now.
"well, you have your insanity and love, but I have my selfishness and my sane mind....I think that you're more luckier than me Alevon."
going to him and patting his shoulder. "Heh, what a strange world isn't it? full of the most weirdest people in the norm." walking back to the table and leans on it, his face now just blank.

"...you're wrong..."
Alevon walks to Emir
"...I don't have love."
Alevon tilts his head up and closes his eyes
"...I've not received 'love'.......and any love I've ever felt...I've repressed it to keep from being......"
Alevon looks at Emir
"...destroyed."
"...as for luck....no luck.....only carefully planned and executed events...."

"You repress because you're afraid to express your love to TK..."Emir looking at a furious look.
He stands up, slamming the tablle making it flip.

"What pisses me off is just you, you're such a downer and a coward to your own damned feelings." now going closer to Alevon. "Learn how to accept your own feelings or die like all of the rest." His face is just a inch to Alevon's. "Luck is only for gambling, everything else is Fate." He took his face away from Alevon, not even looking at him now.

"mmm? oh, no, I don't repress it because of TK, I've been doing it for years...it makes me...well...ME."
Alevon looks at Emir, still
"...better than being a mindless drone...a gear in the machine of life.........no, I'm not talking about you, or anyone else here, I'm talking about normal people......ignoring the 'why's of life......just living....seeking a non-existant purpose..."
Alevon's face scrunches up a bit...
"...and this life..."
"...this life I've chosen..."
"...A LIVING HELL!!!!"

"yourself is a terrible person really......" Emir frowning at the ceiling. "I never repress my feelings cause their's no need to do so, you're doing it because it makes you...you're pathetic."
now looking at him. "Now the respect I have for you is gone completely, I don't even want to talk to you anymore. A mindless drone would have a better life than you I guarantee it."

"Agreed, talking to this piece of shit is not good for my time." walking away from him, checking the other people with Number Two.

"Shut up Alevon and just allow yourself to feel again it will make you feel better..."
Josh walks over to Gabrielle, "are you okay?"

Alevon begins to shake...he raises his hands a little and looks down at them as they shake violently

Emir comes back. "most of them are ok, thank god 2 made a shield on them."

now he looks at Alevon. "now the twerp is shaking because of the sharp and cruel truth."

"Yes, I am." She straightened her head and made a half-circular path around them. "I'm just not used to seeing all this... you know." She shook her head.

Alevon grabs his head and drops to the ground, screaming...

"Sorry, I just lost all respect on this kid. It's not right to repress feelings just cause it makes 'You'." Emir looking at TK now. "If we switch places, you'll hate your life to the point you're shove my revolver into your mouth."

now goes near at Gabrielle. "Don't worry, it happens. It's called shock." patting her on the shoulder and walks around trying to find ammo on the gunners, ignoring Alevon's screams.

Josh hugs Gabrielle tightly with his left arm and holds her head with his right, "It'll be okay Gabrielle... it'll be okay..."