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 |  Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 9:49 | |
| "...no no, you didn't wake me....."
He smiles
"...it always takes me awhile to actually get to sleep.......I hope I didn't wake you?" | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 9:51 | |
| TK grinned, "I see..." she paused for a moment, "N-no you didn't wake me, I just...can't sleep...perhaps its because of what I did earlier...before Mike found me..." she sighed. | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:00 | |
| "...oh? ...what happend...?"
He said, a little worry in his voice | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:02 | |
| TK bit her lip, "Well...if we go into the forest...it'd be hard to miss..." she swallowed and tried to think of a good way to explain herself. | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:05 | |
| Alevon closes his eyes
"...I see..."
he opens them a little and looks to the side
"...is it...because of what Tyler said?" | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:07 | |
| TK holds Alevon tighter and whispered, "Its not all about what he said...Alevon...when Josh died all I said to Mike was 'whatever'...I said that and never took my eyes off of you...I didn't cry for him, I felt like a monster when you got upset...about his death...and when dad said what he said...it overwhelmed me a little..." | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:13 | |
| Alevon's face turns grim
....why...what does this make of me...it's my fault....for making her love me.....why.....not for me....never for me.....
"...TK..."
Alevon's voice hoarse and riddled with guilt | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:21 | |
| TK gently touches his face and she tries not look sad, "Alevon...please...I wanted you safe...I..." she paused, "I'll be alright..."
(Maybe I wouldn't be so much in love if he didn't love me back...but...if he didn't love me...what would I have done...no...either way I would have still wanted him safe...I would have still felt bad for Josh's death after I knew Alevon was safe...)
TK began, "It's not your fault..I know on the helicopter you said it was but...Alevon...even if you were well...it wouldn't have been avoided...his actions came from something else...something else caused him to go on a rampage like he did..."
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:25 | |
| Alevon burries his face in his pillow
...being concerned for a life like mine.....a worthless liar and cheat......she's concerned for ME......why me..........to not care about the death of a child....because of me?! | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:30 | |
| TK sighed and turned back facing the ceiling. "I...will do what I can...see if anyone can bring him back...I didn't...at the time I wasn't caring about what was going with anyone on the helicopter...your life was at stake...and as soon as he threated to kill everyone...I just...hardened my heart to him for that moment..."
Tears rolled down her face, "I'm sorry Alevon...I don't like seeing you so sad...I'm sorry I didn't prevent this..." | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:37 | |
| Alevon slides over and hugs her, still facing down into the pillow
...give it up...you know you hate humanity for all the suffering they cause....I know, but I love TK! WHY!? you know love is false! love only causes pain and suffering, so why did you stoop so low as to fall for someone? SHUT UP! ...she's the only reason I live now....
Alevon shakes a little, a tear rolls down his cheek
...the only reason? you make me sick...you don't need a reason to live. ...but a life without purpose, nobody to love, to make happy...ah, but you see, you've already caused so many deaths now, simply by following these people...no...I....I......
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:39 | |
| TK holds him and whispers, "I'm sorry Alevon...I'll make it up to you somehow..." | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:42 | |
| "...no....there's nothing to make up...you didn't..."
Alevon can barely choke out
...make it up...to ME?! .....no..........no...I don't deserve it...I don't deserve ANYTHING!!!!!
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:45 | |
| TK gently shakes Alevon, "Alevon? Hey!"
(What's wrong with him? What have I done now?...) | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 10:55 | |
| ...the confliction....I can't live like this.....I can't stand it.....I love her.....I LOVE HER!!!
...break her heart and leave, she's gotten in the way of your goal, granted it was your fault....NO!!!! NEVER!!! I CAN'T HURT HER!!! ...you've turned to the thing you swore you wouldn't, you know love is all chemical, use LOGIC! LOVE IS FALSE! no...even if it is, I STILL LOVE HER! I can't hurt her! .....I......hmmm...it's possible she feels the same way as you......?......perhaps you should ask her.......no, I can't.....if she doesn't feel the same I'll lose her forever.......I'll end up like.....Josh....dead without anyone caring...but you knew it would be that way anyway.......that was before I met TK!!!
Alevon shakes for a moment and inhales deeply and leans back, looking into her eyes
"...I love you..."
Alevon burries his face in her pillow once more, his tension lessens and he sighs | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:00 | |
| TK cries silently, "I love you too..." she sniffed, "I....before that happened to you...I had a nightmare that I lost you...you disappeared from my very grip...I don't know if I could deal with something like that...I don't want to ever lose you..." she tried to stop her tears from falling and she watched him helplessly.
(Why can't I stop crying...am I really so pitiful...?) | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:03 | |
| ...hmmm...perhaps she has precognition? ....shut up.....that's enough....
......TK.....
"...I don't want to lose you either..."
Alevon cries silently | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:06 | |
| TK wipes her face and turns him over to face her, "Alevon...you won't ever lose me...what's wrong with you?" She had a look of worry and panic on her face, "Alevon...you're shaking..." | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:18 | |
| -ENOUGH!!!!!-
(his mind goes blank)
Alevon breathes quickly and deeply, like he had been running...it slows and he calms down completely
...he smiles at TK
"...I'm sorry, I was just thinking about those people...the pit fiends had captured..."
Alevon loses his smile and closes his eyes as he rests his head beside hers
...liar... | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:24 | |
| TK sighs and closes her eyes as well.
"If you say so..." she whispered. | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:27 | |
| Alevon snuggles up to her a little
"...bringing up Josh's death...reminded me of what happend at the base......death could have been avoided in both cases...but wasn't......I wasn't awake to see what happend to Josh...but I can't help but think he was under some sort of mental stress...something had to have hurt him to make him do that...something bad...."
Alevon kisses TK's cheek once and resumes the face-burried position | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:31 | |
| TK swallowed hard, "He...was heartbroken..." she sighed and held him tighter, she remembers Josh mentioning that Alevon had something to do with it but she refused to think anymore. | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:33 | |
| Alevon gives a depressed sigh | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:34 | |
| TK moved back a little and tried to study Alevon's face. | |
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| | Subject: Re: Post UnHonorable War Tue 25 May 2010 - 11:36 | |
| His face doesn't show much, but she can see that he is upset at what happend and that he feels a little more deeply about it now, for unknown reasons...he also looks a little depressed | |
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