Post UnHonorable War

Alevon leans his head back against the wall, eyes closed

Gabrielle caught up to Akihiro and studied the wolf man. She also went into the ship and smiled sheepishly. "Je ne sais pas si j'ai faite la bonne affaire, mais ça ne fait pas de différence de toute façon."

(I don't know if I did the right thing, but it doesn't make a difference anyway.)

Leana heard other people start to come aboard and she stepped back a bit. She sighed and said to TK, "People are starting to come on. We can save this for another time if you want."

Alevon sighs and gets up again, going to the ship once more
"...may I come in?"

Leana looked over at him, her expression blank.

"Yeah, of course." Then she walked past Alevon and to where the others were to leave the two alone.

'Maybe I can talk to someone else. Though a nap sounds good about now.'

"...need to...talk...?"
Alevon says quietly, to himself, scratching it his chest before entering...he walks to TK
"...yes, TK?"
He says quietly

"...in the forest? ...well, when I arrived, Ariel and Tyler were fighting a pair of what I assume to be Pit Fiends who were trying to capture Ariel, Tyler pinned them to a tree, we interrogated them, and I was trying to scare them into telling the truth whilst Tyler and Ariel...or Leana...were both bent on simply killing them...one of them spit this pill out and the other swallowed the one he had...I was trying to question the one still alive, but Leana killed him...I reveresed time so he was alive and stopped her, trying to tell her that he needed to be alive so we could question him and such...while I was doing that, Tyler killed him. Rage had also mentioned torture before that, so I think Ariel and Tyler are upset at me because of that......and after that, Tyler said that he'd have ripped my head off at that point had it not been for you....an argument insued and long story made short, neither of them like me now."

Alevon sighs and looks to the side
"...death isn't always necessary...I don't know why they couldn't understand that...."
Alevon closes his eyes

Alevon narrows his eyes at TK for a moment before saying
"...I died because I lost the will to live, TK, I died...or I would have...by my own choice and my own hand...they had no choice...their lives were taken from them against their will...bad people or not....the only person who should decide death is a person deciding their own death."

Alevon closes his eyes and clenches his fists
"...senseless...murder....and to do so without care....sickens me.........."

"...they weren't going to be tortured, it was a bluff. ...and they did have those pills...one swallowed his...the other spit it out....the one killed...by Tyler..."
Alevon clenches his fists harder

"...what does that have to do with killing him?! Tyler could have easily just said no to torturing him at any rate! There was no point in killing them at all!"

"...I know I've killed people...I've even killed innocent people..."
Alevon touches the scars on his left shoulder with his right hand

"...but I still cannot stand when anyone does it! I certainly don't have the right to over anyone else....call me a hypocrite, because I am one....I kill, and others kill....that doesn't make it right, for anyone!"

Alevon gently leans his head on TK's back
"...I've always hated people, TK...I even hate myself......but I don't hate you..."