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Posts : 8854 Join date : 2010-04-15 Age : 32 Location : The Void
| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:08 | |
| Alevon held her just as tightly, without the intent of letting go any time soon
...I'm confused...I don't know what to feel...I thought I still want to be with TK...but...this girl...I.......
...I feel as if it would be cheating on TK if this girl and I got together...but...TK already...
....I don't know what to do...to think...I'm so...confused... | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
Posts : 7063 Join date : 2009-12-23 Age : 31 Location : In a cave. Random : Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere.
| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:10 | |
| After a few moments when Maya had calmed down, she lifted her head and looked into Alevon's face, asking,"Is something wrong Alevon?"
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TSDZ_President Arbiter
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:14 | |
| Alevon shakes his head a little before instinctively burrying his face in Maya's neck, holding her tighter | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:21 | |
| Maya looks at him as she asks,"Do you want to sit down?"
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TSDZ_President Arbiter
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:23 | |
| Alevon immediately removes his face from her neck "..I uh..."
He looks down a little, then back at her
"...sorry...and uh...yeah, sure..."
He doesn't know what she has in mind, since neither of them had let go yet | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:28 | |
| As they sat down however she let go and went to the side of Alevon and looked at him, saying,"I know something is bothering you Alevon... I've watched you long enough to know..."
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TSDZ_President Arbiter
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:33 | |
| He puts his hands on his lap and looks down "...well...I think I have feelings for TK still...but...I know she's already...well...she's made out with another guy...and..." He sighs
"...she isn't interested in me anymore, but I...I don't know if I'm ready to move on yet, honestly...one part of me is screaming to move on, and the other part is screaming to win her back...I'm confused..." He says quietly, rubbing his face and then holding it, hunched over
...and what's worse is...that is literal... | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:35 | |
| "Oh... I see... Well, when you feel you are ready you can tell me. I could wait forever for you Alevon and only want what you want..." Maya then stood up with weak knees as she made her way towards another chair.
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TSDZ_President Arbiter
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:40 | |
| Alevon curls up in the chair, holding his head
...that's just the problem......I don't want this poor girl to wait any longer...but there's still TK......if I keep trying to win TK back, then this girl waits longer and longer, watching in pain...and if I take this girl, then what if I somehow hurt TK...again? ...I wish I could just live and not worry about hurting anyone...I hate this...so much...
He doesn't know what to say to the girl as he lays there, bathing in a bittersweet confusion | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:41 | |
| Maya just sits down in the other chair as she brings her knees up to her chest and lays her head on her knees, watching Alevon in silence.
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:43 | |
| Alevon takes a deep breath and sits up "Hey, are you hungry? I can make you something if you like..."
...it's not a decision, but with this, I can keep her happy and avoid hurting TK for now... | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:46 | |
| Maya nodded slightly as she smiled at him and said,"Thank you." She actually looked pretty tired, and was starting to fall asleep on her knees, but tried her best to stay awake.
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:49 | |
| Alevon takes note of her tired looks "...perhaps you'd like to take a nap first?"
He freezes as a thought brushes his mind "...wait...how'd you get here?" His eyes are suddenly wide | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:51 | |
| She didn't take note of his excitement as she said,"I overheard Kate talk about you here and walked." She then stretched a little as she said,"And that'd be nice... It was quite a long walk..."
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:53 | |
| Alevon's heart sinks a little
...she really cares that much...?
He stands there for a moment as his expression relaxes and he smiles weakly...he walks over to her side and motions to her a little "...may I?" | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 0:56 | |
| Maya closes her eyes as she nods slightly.
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 1:00 | |
| Alevon slowly reaches under her, careful not to touch certain 'areas' as he gets a firm grip around her body...he lifts her up and holds her in his arms, looking down into her eyes, mesmerized for a moment before he makes his way to the bedroom again | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 1:01 | |
| Maya slowly starts to fall asleep as she says,"Thank you Alevon..." A smile slowly appearing on her face as her eyes closed.
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 1:03 | |
| "It's no trouble at all, Maya...I enjoy your company" He whispers to her as he tucks her in again, gently brushing the hair from her face and smiling down at her | |
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Bestdragon3 Public Affairs Manager
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 1:04 | |
| Maya fell asleep almost instantly, a smile on her face as she curled up in bed.
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 1:08 | |
| Alevon would then go downstairs and wait for a while to let her sleep before he later begins cooking breakfast for her, a rather large one at that...all the while his mind is lurking in a pit of uncertainty
...how many hearts must I break... | |
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 15:12 | |
| *sigh* TK...I need to think this through...take all things into account...
Alevon continues cooking and cleaning as Maya sleeps
...I broke TK's heart...that's for sure...poor girl...but how? ...alright...it's because I did those things...pretended to kill myself...but that was so I could sneak away and re-join the team...eh...she's upset because I didn't tell her...but she had the virus, so if I told her, that Masterminds would have known and my plan would have been ruined...I feel sorry for her, being caught up in all this...
...I tried my best to work to help make the world a better place, but all I did was hurt her-
Alevon stops and his eyes snap forward, a plate in his hand
...wait...she knew I did what I did for her...I told her multiple times...and she...no...I can't...no...wait...she refused to accept it, I even appologized, even though I did it to keep her and the team safe...she still hates me...
Alevon looks down at the plate
...and what of her encounter with Videor? He seduced her at first but...WAIT A MINUTE
Alevon's eyes snap back up
I had to work to get TK to even LIKE me, let alone get into a meaningful relationship, yet she stradles and makes out with a guy she doesn't even know after just meeting him?!
His hand is shaking, holding the porceline plate rather firmly
...how could she....I do nothing but try my best to keep everyone happy, to protect them...I took my time with a relationship and even felt it was necessary to carry my feelings as far as marriage, and she...
Alevon's hand shakes even more and his eyes narrow, he bares his teeth a little
...she made out with him, found someone else..so quickly...and she hates me now...despite all I went through for her...Maya is right...I am not the villain here...and I'm sick of trying to do the right thing and having it get me nowhere!!!
The plate breaks apart in Alevon's hand and the shattered pieces fall to the floor...Alevon's eyes partially close and he looks down at the pieces
...enough of my effort for her is never enough, and it seems that anyone else can make her happier than I can...even a perfect stranger
His eyes narrow again and he looks back up, leaning against the counter on his hands, staring at the wall
...TK is not the girl I once knew...or perhaps I never knew the real TK...regardless of that...she is clearly not the right girl for me...she lacks understanding, compassion, and acceptance...three of the most important things to me....
He shuts his eyes and hangs his head
...but regardless of that even...I still love her as she is...and so...
He opens his eyes
...I will not try to win her over anymore. She is my friend, maybe even my best friend...but my lover, she is not, and never will be again...I can't be in love with someone like that...I just can't... | |
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 15:13 | |
| Emir fainted in the bathroom, the scar still gushing blood. | |
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Nurellia Member
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| Subject: Re: Fragility of the Mind Thu 25 Nov 2010 - 15:27 | |
| TK tilts her head at the sky and hums.
Videor...seems too good to be true...Alevon showed me that even while he was as Ryan, he didn't want things to work out between us. He didn't even try, yes he apologized but the effort of really working things out was lacking...instead he wanted me to hate him...Videor makes me feel like I don't have to bust my ass to show love. Do I really feel so strongly of Videor, or is he someone I want to run away from all of my pain with? No...no I care for him as well...he understands me more than Alevon does and I've known Alevon longer...
TK looks back at the flame.
Alevon and I clash alot...he feels I do not understand him and ignores my efforts to try...Videor and I get along better in that regard...Maybe I should just rid myself of these feelings and live like Mike. I love Alevon...Do I honestly deep down truly love Videor? It feels as if I do. I don't want to hurt either...I want to be with whose best for me...maybe I should just be alone... | |
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