Fragility of the Mind

Alevon watches her chew on it, for some reason, it reminded him of how he sucked on her finger once, ten years ago...his thirst for blood has only gone up since then
He watches as her jaw muscles work on the toothpick, his eyes follow the muscles down her cheek, following every curve, all the way to her neck, where he watched the tendons moving tenderly back and forth along her jugular vein...just below the surface of her soft skin....

Alevon swallows and averts his eyes, the trance was almost too much for him to stay in. He didn't look at just anyone like that....TK alone brought on this feeling.

Alevon turns back and smiles at her
"Same ol' TK"
He said, having more than one meaning

"Don't worry about it, heheh, it was only a toothpick after all..."
He then reaches behind his back and brings forth a pack of flavorful gum, seemingly from nowhere and takes a piece out, extending it to TK, still smiling

He takes a few more of that flavor and hands them to her as well, sticking the pack in his pocket. He watches her chew a moment more before taking a step back, to give her room. Not knowing what to say, he continues watching her chew with interest.

He rubs his eyes a little and then looks to the side

Alevon looks at TK for a moment before leaning against the wall again, another bottle of vodka dropping into his hand, and he drinks it immediately, not caring much about absorbing it any more

Alevon watches her and his spirits drop a little. There was a side of him going insane over the blood, and a side of him going insane because the blood reminded him of their own intimate moments they shared together, reminding him of how much he loved her back then. He still loves her now, of course, but the practice of love he shared with her back then.
His mind flooded with image after image of them having a good time together...kissing, hugging, even the times they were dying in each others arms...

Alevon bites his own bottom lip for once, something he's never really done before.

He swallows and walks up to her bed, kneeling beside it. He gently places his hand on hers
"Tsinanae...look..I...."

He is entranced by the blood once more for a moment before he shakes his head, clearing all of those thoughts away
"...I will not stop you from choosing Videor, but I just want you to know that I DO still love you, Tsinanae, and nothing will ever change that...I know we've had it rough, but the best of relationships go through that, you know? We both messed up and made mistakes in our life, but that only means that we have an obstacle to push past, together...."
He reaches up and gently wipes the blood from her face, tempted to stick it in his mouth, but instead puts his hand to the side, to show that he's not speaking out of bloodlust

"No matter what you choose, Tsinanae, I will always love you, if not as a lover, then as the first girl I ever kisses, the first person who ever showed me affection, the first person I ever had any strong feelings for..."
He leans a little closer, but not too close

"...if this is what you truly want, then do that, Tsinanae, go with Videor....but I know, in my heart, that I still love you with all of it, despite what feelings I've gone through in the past few hours. We both have faults, we both have made mistakes...and I still find myself loving you, just as I always have, Tsinanae...no fault is an obstacle for the sake of love...I love you, and I'll happily take you with any and all flaws that may come with you, Tsinanae"

His eyes turn blue and stay blue through the entire thing

He closes his eyes and hangs his head for a moment before looking back at her, deep into her eyes, as if he's looking into her soul with his deep blue eyes
"I accept your choice, whatever it may be"

Alevon pats her hand as he thinks about what she said for a second
"Well...I suppose I am more calm...I've just come to terms with myself I suppose...for once I suppose...I fear that it was too late..."


He unintentionlly holds her hand a little tighter and shuts his eyes peacefully

Alevon keeps his eyes shut and tilts his head down...he rubs TK's hand softly
"Perhaps you're right, TK...I know I have some dangerous qualities...and even more that I've picked up since we've been apart.....I understand..."

He smiles a little and looks at her

"Maybe it is best that we stay apart...for each other's sake..."

He shakes his head slightly
"....just like Kate and Tim..."
He whispers

"...I'm a bloodthirsty killer, and I refuse to hurt you, even if by accident..."
He gently places her hand on his cheek and closes his eyes

Gabrielle, laying on her own bunk, nonchalantly listened to them talk once again. It was funny, but she still felt a little responsible for her tiny accomplice. TK was like a sister to her, and ever since she brought her into the ragtag group 10 years ago she had been feeling a sense of pride, and also a certain guilt that she had brought the two together. As a result, she wouldn't exactly jubilate if either got hurt.

She cleared her throat very quietly to remind them she was still there, just in case things got a little more... intimate. The shadow manipulator smiled softly and put her head on the uncomfortable pillow, and lost the smile as soon as it formed, as she suddenly realized how messy she must look.

"Damn," she mumbled and turned around to face the wall.

(Wow. I mean really -_-)

"You know guys, there are other people here," Ariel said quite loudly. She frowned deeply as she stared at the bed above her, annoyed at what her best friend was doing with Alevon. After everything they talked about she was surprised she let him hug her. She glanced at the floor where they were standing, thinking to herself.

'Hm... Maybe.'

She smiled wickedly and made the spot where Alevon was standing crumble, hoping he would fall over.

Alevon remains standing in the air after an almost unnoticable falter, he is standing on nothing, so it appears, and even raises up a little to get closer to TK
"...I'm not saying these things because of how I think you see me...I feel this way about myself...I'm a killer, and I know it..."
He says a little more quietly now, laying his head on her bed

"...would you like to go somewhere else to finish this conversation? ...just for a moment...is all I ask..."
He says even more quietly, glancing to the side with partially closed eyes

(OMG I don't fucking believe this!!!!)

TS- (WHAT?!)

(And you have the nerve to edit my post! Dammit!)

(Cut it out both of you>< Geez.)

Alevon lands on the ground and takes a step towards TK as she leaves, but then stops, silent.

Ariel growled and snarled at Alevon, turning onto her side and staring at the wall, grumbling to herself.

'This is bullshit.'

Alevon turns to Ariel, his body loose as he cocks his head slightly at her
"Is something wrong?"

"I have nothing to say to you," she says flatly.

He raises an eyebrow
"...and the reason for this is...?"

He says, sitting on another bunk, across from hers, and crossing one leg over the other, hands in his lap